February 2012
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I don't want to turn around and see what's there
I already feel it.
I had another dream but this one was fucked up and now I’m afraid to go back to sleep. I don’t want to go there again. I tried to take control of my dream again but this time it really wouldn’t let me. I don’t know what ‘it’ is and now I feel strange. Very strange. I also feel like my dream wasn’t really a dream but it also felt like...
kill yr. idols
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Et tu, Brute?
But if you’re all about the destination, then take a fucking flight. We’re going nowhere slowly, but we’re seeing all the sights. And we’re definitely going to hell, But we’ll have all the best stories to tell.
Today I learned to float during sleep paralysis. This time my walls had all these words and pictures everywhere but for some reason I wasn’t able to read them. At one point these words and drawings turned into a million little stars and my roof wasn’t really a roof anymore but there was still some sort of invisible boundary I couldn’t pass. I went in and out of sleep paralysis at...
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I thought I heard the door open, oh no, I thought I heard the door open but I only heard it close.